looking at the clock
its midnight
waken up by a tiring dream
again
I look at the clock
and saw the small date at the side
just another ordinary day
which is the same day things happened year ago
Stood up
and washed my face
standing in front the mirror
and stared at my own reflection
times flies, indeed.
switched on my comp
breathed calmly
played the music player
and start surfing the Internet
Without realizing
It's been one year
not much I could talk about
not much I can think of
but just appreciate somebody who is there for you
especially the moment you chosen somebody
and been together for some time.
some thoughts may affects the way you are thinking now
things will not be every way you wanted it to be
contradiction will always play its role
if you are not happy with your situation
remember, nothing is perfect
you may consider doing something to fix it
if things really can be better
have some self - respect with anything you going to do
giving in everything sounds promising
but it is not a long term guaranty
or even end it
when there isn't any point wasting each others money and time
just for the sake of living together
binding each other
or just to show the world what you did was right
well
is your choice
when decisions is made
live with it, deal with it
I am not there this time.
Is true
there may be joy
disappointment overrides
