Shisha

Exhaling
The negativity
As he look upon
The dark ceiling
With all the questions
In his mind
Slowly wondering
Since when
It became a habit
Holding pipe in his hand
Never was a fan
Never had the thought
Never bother to try
Never ever been curious
What it feels like
Till that one day
Her message came
Explaining her cruelty
And hoping for forgiveness
It turn a man
Into a beast
Howling
With anger and tears
*Why not you give it a try?*
Said his pal
Handing the pipe
Towards him
Turning
Into a habit

Questions were asked
What make it a habit
He hesitated and answered

"Sometimes is hard to describe
Some may felt is cool
Some may influence by peers
Some treat it as alternative for ciggarette"

"For me is really something sentimental
What I call
*Exchange of emotions*
Imagine it yourself
Whenever I am upset or annoyed
Inhaling all the tobacco vapours
In exchange of
Exhaling all the negativity
Inside me
While looking
The vapour
Slowly vanishes
In the dark skies
It calms me down a little"

Ponder

The moon
Rising high up
Lining all over the ground
With silver lace
As shadow
Slowly cripping in
Where he lays down
Alone on his bed
Staring at the ceiling
Smiling
As pieces of you
Bring to mind
Gradually penetrating
Into his mind and heart
Even in his sleep
You were in his dreams

Despite
Curious and Impatient
How things going to be
He is holding back
Clearing doubts and confusion
Lust or Heartfelt
Complexity within simplicity
Yet being timid
Without testing limits
Crystal clear yet foggy

Friendship

Strangers like any
Things happened kinda hasty
Started off funny
Became friends
Like you and me
Life with you
Had been interesting
Without knowing
Tears and laughter
No longer belongs to me
You'll be there
When I wanted to share. 

Despite the storms and wind
What we believe had brought us through
What we call Friendship
That's the word
that is firm yet growing
It will bring us back
when we are scattered apart

Grateful
Simplest yet sincere
Word I will use
For having you dear friends
In my life

It's hard to describe when this moment comes

None of the alphabets that I know

Could form a word for you

It's unbelievable when thought of it

I had so much to express

But my voice had been silenced instantly. 

Thank you my dear friends

For playing your role faithfully in my life.

Rain

Rain shattered
Heavily pouring
down the ground
every mile he passed
kept him ponder
kept him anxious
yet curious
behind the eyes of the world
what defines him
and how it defines him
does it varies significantly
or merely self doubting
While hiding behind
the ice cold mask
cloaking
his burning passion
within him
stepping back
holding to himself
Is been sometime
he open up
raising his guard
even towards the closest
Gain his trust
Not betray with
he will be a guardian
to you
when he is needed

"I am just trying to hide your tears by pouring

more raindrops around you

so no one could tell that you are crying

yet dont have to convince them you are alright

I din mean to make things more sentimental

Cheer up and calm yourself

listen to the beautiful symphony of raindrops

I am not that sorrowful"

Linger

 "Is already 2014

Unexplainable feelings

Knowing you're coming

It kept him guessing

How do you feel

When you saw a man

that you used to loved

standing in front

pretending nothing

Are you really over him?

He always asked

Who are you?

someone he still or not loving

Tick..Tock..

Tick..Tock..

Time will be his companion

for the present and the future

fading and healing

the pain

his heart is enduring

might be over you

might not have the courage

to love one else

despite

knowing someone

he can go after."