Reflection

Opening my eyes slowly

looking at the clock

its midnight

waken up by a tiring dream

again

I look at the clock

and saw the small date at the side

just another ordinary day

which is the same day things happened year ago

Stood up

and washed my face

standing in front the mirror

and stared at my own reflection

times flies, indeed.

switched on my comp

breathed calmly

played the music player

and start surfing the Internet

Without realizing

It's been one year

not much I could talk about

not much I can think of

but just appreciate somebody who is there for you 

especially the moment you chosen somebody

and been together for some time.

some thoughts may affects the way you are thinking now

things will not be every way you wanted it to be

contradiction will always play its role

if you are not happy with your situation

remember, nothing is perfect

you may consider doing something to fix it 

if things really can be better

have some self - respect with anything you going to do

giving in everything sounds promising

but it is not a long term guaranty

or even end it

when there isn't any point wasting each others money and time

just for the sake of living together

binding each other

or just to show the world what you did was right

well

is your choice

when decisions is made

live with it, deal with it

I am not there this time.

Is true

there may be joy 

disappointment overrides